While we may not be able to control all that happens to us, we can control what happens inside us.
After yesterday I really felt like I needed a do-over. I had a difficult time getting to sleep. I finally moved to the couch so my husband could at least get some sleep. I finally got up and decided to read. I remembered I hadn’t read my sections of the bible for the day. I had decided to read the whole bible this year for one of my resolutions. So I started reading and found myself hung up on a verse in Genesis. Genesis 5:15 sounds like God is still speaking to the serpent and he says “He shall bruise your head, and you shall bruise his heel.” I did some looking online and it seems that people see this as talking about Jesus somehow. I’ll have to ask my pastor.
Anyway, I barely finished before I was drifting off. I slept hard but only about 4 hours. I woke up feeling very rested. I had a much better day with the boys. I spent some time just listening to piano music, watching my fish, and thinking. It was very relaxing. I feel like I’m finally getting over my cold.
I’ll just keep going one day and a time and hopefully I’ll get through this yet.